Tuesday, May 31, 2016
Discerning God’s Will by Kristin Orphan
Often I have conversations with families who are trying to understand what God is asking them to do. The journey of foster care and adoption is full of twists and turns. We may be heading down one path and then a door closes and we are faced with either stopping or taking a turn. As believers, we desire to be obedient to God’s calling on our life, but how do we know what that calling is?
1 - Determining God’s will through his Word: Anything that aligns with the precepts and commandments in his Word is his will for us - like the fruit of the spirit, or generosity, honesty, grace, tithing and forgiveness when others hurt us. These things may not be easy, but we know it is his will, because his Word is clear on these points. We always go to his Word first. Anything we think or feel or desire that contradicts his Word and his character as described in his Word - we can be certain is not his will for us.
2 - Those times when God places a strong passion, desire OR calling in our hearts: The things we do big and small that align with his Word and our calling to represent Christ on this earth AND are specific to the gifts and desires he gives us. Like hospitality, singing on the worship team, organizing a food drive, etc. Again, these actions may require sacrifice or cause discomfort, but we are confident that he is directing our path and providing opportunities, because they are clearly a reflection of who God made us to be and we cannot imagine our life without it. In these situations, we still ask God to open and close doors according to his plan.
3 - When God disrupts our plans and even our desires and asks us to do something that either doesn’t make practical sense OR we simply do not want to do it: We see several examples in scripture of this. Jonah, whom God called to go to the Ninevites and tell them to repent so he could save them, hated the people and absolutely had no desire to be a part of their redemption. Joseph had every right to divorce Mary quietly when she told him she was pregnant. It took a visit from an Angel to redirect Joseph’s path. Also, when Jesus stopped Paul on the road and disrupted his pursuit to persecute Christians and called him instead to preach the good news to the Gentiles. Even Jesus himself prayed that God would deliver him from the cross, but said, “but not my will, yours be done." In these examples, God was VERY clear. He left no doubt in his will. I believe we can look back at these examples and know that when God calls us out of our comfort zone, life plan and even beyond our personal gifts and desires, He will be faithful to be very clear with us. He loves us and does not want to confuse us. In these times, we pray continually, search his Word, wait patiently and trust that his Spirit is alive and actively working on our behalf. He will show us what obedience looks like.
Monday, May 16, 2016
Different Worlds, One Family by Kristin Orphan
When you say “football,” a very different image comes to mind depending on who you are. What about the term vet? What do you think of? You may have thought of a veterinarian or someone who served in a war.
It really depends on your perspective and where you came from. What do you think or feel when you hear the term “forever family.” Consider a foster or adopted child who just joined your family. What might they think when they hear that same term?
We each view life from a unique lens.
We often think of culture in terms of ethnicity or country of origin. This is a key influencer and very important part of our identities. Culture also refers to other influential social factors.
Culture is a term used by social scientists for the way people live. It includes art, beliefs, customs, institutions, inventions, language, technology and values.
People learn a culture by growing up in a particular family and community. Culture includes all areas of life and every person has a culture. Each aspect of a culture is developed by people, overtime and in response to needs and stress. (Family Wellness).
When you welcome a child or youth home from a different family of origin, really no matter the age, they bring with themselves the different aspects of the culture they were born in and raised in up to this point.
Sooner or later these aspects will emerge and create tension in the family. Ultimately, I believe that differences can produce strength and enrich a family. This takes time and work in bringing together different worlds into one family.
As foster adoptive parents, we all come with expectations, world-views and hopes. It is perfectly natural. It is also very important that we examine the origin and purpose of those expectations.
Expectations and cultural perspectives are powerful. We are the only ones who can identify what our expectations truly are, and look for ways of either satisfying them or learning to let them go.
The first step in this process is to be aware of who we are and where we are coming from: our culture. Having perspective on the origin of our values and expectations is a crucial element in being a confident individual who can relate to another person in a respectful, healthy way.
What do we think is the right way of doing something? Why do we respond the way we do to certain situations or comments? What are the core values that are informing these strong opinions?
Human beings are complex, dynamic creatures. We are influenced by our DNA, environment, and experiences.
What seems typical and normal to one person may be foreign and strange to another.
Food and language are just two examples of characteristics that may define our culture. I’m not only referring to different ethnic languages, like French or Spanish, but also what we consider acceptable language.
My son is going to the University of Alabama in the fall. He will be expected to say, “yes, sir and yes, ma’am” when addressing his elders. Try that in New York or California and most people are going to think you’re being sarcastic.
What about the words, “I love you?” Some people say them very easily and often. Like, “Bye mom, love you.” Others may be just as close in relationship, but these words are reserved for more intimate, special occasion settings.
Once we have had the opportunity of reflecting on who we are and how we’ve been influenced, it is very important that we also discover who our children are and what have been the influences in their lives. Many times we relate to our children based on our illusions or expectations of them. We want to see in them the person we hoped for, not taking into account the person they really are.
Our children live under the heaviness of this disappointment in addition to their own grief from losing their biological family. In this hectic life it is worth it to stop and reflect on who each one of our children are, and most importantly, listen to them telling us who they are.
Where they are coming from. What have they experienced? What did their world look like and feel like before? What was their neighborhood like?
Growing our families through foster care or adoption will change our family culture. I had the naïve idea when we entered this journey many years ago that I was bringing children into my culture and that they would adapt accordingly.
I’m glad I was wrong, but the shift in mindset has rocked my world. I had to choose to step outside of my cultural norms, family traditions and even my natural personality traits, in a pursuit to provide a home where each person is taken into account and everyone makes a contribution to the whole. My values have not changed, but many of my methods have.
We are most successful when we make these adjustments as a whole family, rather than placing unrealistic expectations on our kids to do all of the changing. Sometimes, due to traumatic past experiences or development delays, they simply cannot.
We have to look for new and creative ways to satisfy our values and take into account their special circumstances. The more flexible we can be, the less we risk breaking.
We have to look for new and creative ways to satisfy our values and take into account their special circumstances. The more flexible we can be, the less risk of breaking.
Tuesday, May 10, 2016
Our society has a lot more grace for visible wounds and disabilities.
Last year, I had a bulging disc in my lower back. It was so painful. I lived with the pain every day. It dictated how I functioned. I tried to keep going and act like nothing was different, because I didn’t want it to keep me from doing what everyone else was doing.
Then, I realized it was only getting worse. The pain was impacting my mood and draining me of energy.
During this time, I was at the store, using the cart as support to get a little shopping done. I brought my things out to my car, gingerly unloaded and then limped the cart over to the curb, where I put the wheels up so it would not roll into any other cars.
I was in a lot of pain. I was fighting back my tears. As I carefully walked back to my car, I got a very dirty look from a lady who said to a friend loud enough for me to hear, “the cart corral is just over there, you’d think she could walk a few more steps and put it away in the right place.”
As they walked away, I was left feeling very embarrassed and ashamed. They could not see my injury. It was invisible to them, so there was no grace. I agree, I would have preferred to put the cart where it belonged, but I was doing the best I could.
The impact of trauma is invisible. A child who wears the physical characteristics of special needs is often treated with compassion and openness.
A child who wears their trauma through anti-social behavior is looked down upon and judged as “bad.”
As parents, it is our job to see the behaviors for what they are, survival skills and symptoms of an invisible wound that impacts our child’s ability to function in the world.
The work of helping a child heal is hard. When we can take a compassionate view and help our community to do the same, everyone benefits on this long journey to health.
Thursday, May 14, 2015
To the amazing, beautiful, courageous women in my life
Today, Mother’s Day takes on a new, deeper meaning for me. I’ve been given a gift that I need to share with you and then, the world.
Being a mother is a privilege, a gift, and possibly the most intense and deepest experience that we can have as a human being. Nothing can give you more joy and more pain than the connection we have we our children. Although each of us has our own unique way of experiencing that connection, we cannot deny that it transforms our lives in incredible ways.
Understanding the power that I have over my children, makes me feel humble, responsible and excited about the opportunity to shape a human life. When I remember my daughters as fragile little babies, tears come to my eyes and a profound sense of gratitude for entrusting in me their safety and wellbeing. Human life is so delicate and so resilient at the same time, and we as mothers have the opportunity to be the first and most powerful influence to shape, mold, care, and protect that life.
I would dare to say that none of us can look back at our own relationship with our mothers and feel indifferent. For most of us an array of feelings comes to the surface. We can enjoy and feel strengthened by the positive feelings; however, what do we do with the undeniable uncomfortable ones? How have they shaped us? How have they influenced the mother that we are today?
The first thing that comes to my mind when reflecting on this is “COMPASSION” and “FORGIVENESS”. I am a firm believer that all of us, especially when we are mothering, do the best we can with what we have. Working with young children has allowed me to understand the deep meaning of this. Whenever I worked with a child in pain, I learned directly or indirectly about the child’s mother’s story. As far as I can remember, the mother’s story was often as sad or worst than the child’s current pain. This helped me see that the name of the game should never be blame but compassion, and in my case, a profound desire and an undeniable call to work to help today’s mothers do better for their children and future generations. Unless we do something today to revert the trend, pain and struggle will continue to be passed on from generation to generation.
No matter what we do in life, being a mother is the hardest thing we will ever have to do. No matter how old our children are, our role as a mother never ends (but be careful because it needs to change.)
Stress, fear, guilt, ridiculous high expectations, lack of self-care, lack of knowledge or certainty on what to do in each moment with each child, and our own personal challenges and limitations are constant companions in our journey. They deplete us from our ability to connect with the most loving, wisest part of us. We do not need to be perfect. We do not need to be right all the time. All we need to do is connect with love at all times. We need to remember that we are not alone. We need to remind ourselves that our children are not just ours. They are God’s children, and God always knows best. In our times of stress, confusion, sadness, disappointment, fear let’s turn to the giver of life for guidance, support and healing. In our times of joy and happiness, let’s celebrate with the giver of life and be thankful for the ability to experience the depths of love.
To me, there is beauty, power and sacredness in my role as a mother. It is the closest way to connect me and to experience God’s presence in my life.
My sisters in the motherhood journey, I want to thank you for your courage, your strength and your “YES” to the most important call in life: to shape and mold a sacred human being. Let’s leave guilt and regret behind. Let’s embrace COMPASSION, FORGIVENESS, TRUST, JOY and LOVE every step of the way.
And I want to ask for your prayers, support and best intentions in my call to work to strengthen the motherhood experience today.
Tuesday, April 14, 2015
Written by Kristin Orphan
FHF Founder and Director
We bought a new dishwasher about 6 months ago. Recently, we discovered that the door that releases the soap was not opening on a consistent basis. So, we figured out a way to “trick it” sometimes, but often we have to run the load a second time. Why do we keep doing the same thing and expecting different results? Why are we changing our behavior to compensate for the dishwasher’s malfunction? Why? Because, we are survivors. We work hard to get things done and we are creative in our problem solving. But, these strengths turn into weaknesses when we neglect to take the time to address the real problem and use up all of our energy with quick fixes that fall short. We begin to over function in our roles to make up for gaps in the system. As a parent, whether we’ve come to a new season in our child’s development or we are facing a very difficult challenge, we must learn to do our part well and teach our children to do their part. Do we stick to the rules and consequences we have communicated or do we get really frustrated and work over time to try to make our child successful at our own expense? Do our children know that the boundaries we set are loving and firm or have they learned that with enough whining or procrastinating, we will cave and save them in the end? This is difficult for all of us, because we do not want our children to fail. And sometimes, our children do require extra support and our over working is masking a problem that requires outside help or professional intervention. Parenting is hard work and it’s easy to take that to an unhealthy and unhelpful level. We all come to times where we realize that our systems need some adjustment. If it’s broken, let’s fix it! (By the way, it turns out it was the dishwasher soap we were using. Go figure).
Wednesday, September 3, 2014
Written by Jen Hatmaker
Find out more about Jen's ministry at http://jenhatmaker.com/.
Find out more about Jen's ministry at http://jenhatmaker.com/.
Hey parents of our adopted loveys...just a suggestion at the beginning of school. I always make sure our teachers not only know our kids' basic history but also some potential blind spots on assignments and projects that have unintentionally caused our kids a lot of grief. No one is a better educator on handling adopted kids with care than we are. Teachers are fabulous and wonderful and they care about our kids too; they have been our best partners as we raise our children. Invaluable. This is an excerpt of an email I sent Ben and Remy's teachers - maybe a good heads-up for your kids' teachers as well:
"The one thing I'd like to put on your radar is this: Please be sensitive with any assignments that have to do with family tree or heritage or "life stories" or even worse, "birth stories." Remy's story looks nothing like her classmates, and her entire childhood was marked by trauma. When other kids get to happily recount their early years, it is so painful for her. If you could give me a heads-up on any projects that deal with her history or family history, I would so appreciate it. It's hard to be black in a white family, it's hard to be adopted when most kids are biological, it's hard to be Ethiopian when most kids are American... We instill much pride in her for her country and heritage, but we try to not blindside her when she is not ready. We never want her to feel "other" or "lesser," and sometimes school projects unintentionally alienate kids like Remy (Ben once had to interview a grandparent for "family heritage" including family traditions and personal history and funny memories...it was fairly devastating since he has no biological grandparent to tell him of Ethiopia, his true culture.)
Thank you for keeping her history in the back of your mind. Because she is so delightful and darling, it is easy to forget that she came to us just three years ago from immense loss. We just want to treat her history with such care. I appreciate you so much in advance! I have enormous love for teachers, especially the ones who love my kids."